"Tell her she helped me not feel so bad...."

Hmmm....
Apparently, it neglected to occur to me while I was getting lectured that there will be times when I'm at home alone. Like right now for instance. Both my mom and dad are at work. But all evenings and weekends are out, so that kind of limits who I get to talk to... <sigh>

But I am feeling a bit better today. Yesterday, I was still all weepy all morning, which didn't make me feel any better. I just wanted to get out of the house.
Fortunately, I did do that, by spending about 5 hours yesterday running around with random people and having fun. Last night was the band and orchestra's spring concert, which was kind of fun and very weird...most of the people I knew the best from band and orch were there (the ones my age, that is), which was cool but also as I said kind of weird.

I don't know that my dad and I are talking really. <sigh> But I can't say that I talk to him much in any case, so I don't know that this is going to be affecting me a lot. My mom seems to have progressed past the annoyed stage into the guilting stage, so she's generally being nice, but kind of making me feel bad at the same time. And Amy is overly stressed about school and things.....she was being really b*tchy this morning when I was taking her to school (which is why I'm up this early).

H-Wing is so very much my "feel better" CD. I popped it into my discman a couple of nights ago and listened to it on headphones as I was trying to get to sleep and I felt insanely much better after just the first song.

<lull>

I don't really know what else to say, so I think I'll just wrap things up here.